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Evanescence---My Immortal (Band Version) |
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My God, I am so friggin' obsessed! It's so ing sad!!! But hey, he's all that makes me really happy.
I saw him in the hall today, and I swear that he was humming Broken!!! Holy ! Zac was humming Broken!!! Broken is so our song, well, when I think of it, My Immortal is, but...
He's leaving me in two days, the 27th is the last day for seniors, which blows total ass for me, since I need Zac to survive, and really, he's the only reason I want to go to school anymore...
But, I also go to school to get the awesome grades that I deserve and so I can make a decent living one day and blah, blah, blah...
I feel like doing this right now, so hey world, and Liz, if you're even reading this, here's the list of songs I've written:
I. Shadows (A dark goth anthem about finding yourself when no one believes in you)
II. Misery (An alternative ballad about losing someone who you barely knew before you got a chance to say what you really wanted to say to them)
III. Dream Another Dream (Inspired by a FFX-2 fanfic of the same name, and Evanescence's Imaginary, it's a rock ballad about being reincarnated from some , and her boyfriend is attracted to you but doesn't know why, but you do...Actually, that has nothing to do with Imaginary, but the composistion I wrote for it is quite similiar, so okay.)
IV. Encryption (The crappiest song I have ever wrote, it's roughly inpspired by Evanescence's Haunted, and is about having to kill the one you once loved more than anyone, and now, you are regretting it beyond imagination and want to take away your own pain.)
That's all I feel like writing for now...
I'm going to go look at my pictures of Zac, then cry my eyes out, then write another song about him, then plan on what to say to him on Sunday during our "Special Sunday Morning Meeting". Life sucks, but I'll survive.
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